[oneshot] The world behind my mirror

Rating: PG
Starring: Xiah Junsu, God

...
People say...
It's either that I'm a person who easily gets pleased with what I have
Or I'm just the most freaking arrogant man.
You know why?
The reason is that I always claim myself to be the perfect.
I think... I have the right to say that I'm better than them...
Who are "them"?
...
"Them"?
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There are times... when I look into the mirror... worshiping my beauty and pride...
And wish there is such a world... a world where only true good people are living...
A world where nobody would get sick and die...
A world where people would stop aiming their weapon at each other...
A world where... where my dreams are possible to accomplish...
Such a world... doesn't exist, right?
...
But wait a minute... I was once there... in that world...
Stepping through the window, entering the place I'd been dreaming about...
The world behind the mirror...
...
As I'd expected... that world was so perfect...
But the thing is...
Nobody was there but me...
But who cares anyway...
I've found it...
I felt so happy that I've got the better things that those miserables out there couldn't have...
I looked at them through the mirror from the imaginary world, and laughed at them...
Laughing at how they kept nagging, and crying... and suffering...
If only... they knew what's good for them... they should have walked through the mirror and got happier...
Stupid people, aren't they?
...
But...
Loneliness...
I was all alone...
alone in that perfect world...
I had no reason to cry... I ignored the tears I saw through the mirror
I had to reason to get heart broken... I ignored the pains of the people, who once were close to me...
I thought... I wasn't a selfish creature... I wasn't ... I wasn't... they refused to join me... that's all
That wasn't my fault...
...
And like Yunho and Yoochun, I met him...
"You're not God, Junsu... you can never be... only God can stay in this world, you know?"
"I earned the chance to get here by myself! I deserve it..." I shouted at him, frustrated...
I shielded the hurt of loneliness and shouted at him...
"This is not Heaven, my son... God isn't the most adorable person either... God, in fact, is a totally selfish man... I listen to their cries, their pains, and ignore them... But you, you're a human... and I'm witnessing your pain..."
Pain?
"One day you will understand. Living is suffering... but when you have surmounted all that hurt, you will feel that you deserve that kind of happiness you really earned for yourself. The kind of joy you're having from this imaginary world, is most shameful one. Because you ignore the pains of your fellows to seek your own happiness."
...
I still don't know if I'm the most freaking arrogant man in the real world or just a person who easily gets contented.
But there's one thing I know for sure...
that I have isolated myself...
and it makes me...
just like "them".
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The End

omg.
this was soooo NOT junsu
hahaha
but also sooo touching...and really beautiful
i can't wait for jaejoong's poem
please make it fast
i'm dying here T.T